TELE-SAUR-TISE! ((((:

12/21/2008 09:49:00 PM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

hee ((:
sigh it has been so long since i update.
very lazy, tired and sick.
went to buy books, uniform and shoes today.
then straight down to orchard.

i see the same guy at the m1 phone shop.

lol many times already.
had a bad cramp and back ache.
)))))))))):
can't wait for school to reopen.
shucks.
study study study
dota, dota, dota.
boring. mommy's coming back (:
yay yay can't wait for the soft toy,camel
can sing and walk!
woah
yay to khabir and i!
(((:
can't sleep ):
i keep thinking of the pixon phone ):
wait.
i show you the phone
eh cannot show man
next time maybe.
hope i get one.
there's a red one!!!!!!!!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

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12/19/2008 12:05:00 AM

Friday, December 19, 2008

oh my god. i can't believe i pass!
even though i was aiming for an eight, i think it's good enough for me (:
what more can i ask for.
yay samsung pixon here i come!
i hope so
it was so unexpected!

already stress about next year!
nevermind work hard!
i'm so happy!!!!!!!!

i'll post a longer one soon!

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12/17/2008 11:35:00 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

tomorrow will be getting our results.
i hope i can do it ((:
i want that samsung pixon phone! badly
my fault is spoilt.
can't receive certain people messages.

my mom hasn't called for two days ):
tomorrow after i get my results i'll call her.
& message haqim, dawn, and many many more.
i'll meet my cow friend tomorrow.
he's going to rape my cow ):
evil right?
i'll bite his face off!
so now i won't be getting to enjoy looking at andrew's face for free now.
maybe when we're old, we'll meet each other again along the streets
no, maybe we'll meet on the road when his mercedes hit my porsche car.
wow dreamer!
haha thousand years man
maybe he's already so old that he can't stand straight anymore, and his ugly crumpled skin.
okay that's bad.
maybe he already has a wife, if he can find one :/
without any kids because he hates them
& find them irritating.
such an asshole.
even if he doesn't regard me as a friend now, i'll still do.
how nice can i be (((:

no matter how much i miss him, i'll never have him back in my life
i wish i don't see him again
he's such a heartbreaker, you see.
wasn't his fault actually.
no one understands,
other then the two of us
i guess no one will ever understand,'even i tried explaining to them.
because i know everyone's different
and the way they are taught by parents are different.
if i were his parents, i'll be proud of him
why?
becausee he's obedient and listens to his parents:
well maybe not all the time.
his mom said, leave her, he did
his mom said, break up with her, he did
his mom said, you two are different, he understands.
well, at least i know i use to date a super nice guy
& a super obedient son of the yeo's family.

but the thing is, i hate the fact when i have to let you go slowly,
bit by bit.
step by step.
it's painful, though
nevertheless, i'm in love with you once (:
& i truely enjoy it and tresure it.

"somehow i miss you"
i miss the time we had together
the time when you were next to me when i needed you
someone to hold to when i'm falling
someone to show me the right way
someone to talk to when i feel down.
someone who'll wipe away my tears when i cry
someone to hug when i'm sad
now all i have is the memories of you
& the letters you given me.
sigh it's all in the past now

well nothing i can do now. what's done is done.
cannot be undone
no point looking back and
dwell over things which are impossible to come true
look towards the future!
and work towards it! (((:

i love the way i am now!
cheers everyone!
good luck for results tomorrow ((:

iloveyou ((:
<3>

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12/16/2008 09:52:00 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

hello i'm back from jurong point. ate kfc with yanrong.

lol he said i'm shy?

nevermind. next time go cycling (((:

i'm lucky to have a cow friend ((:

so i realised some things cannot be taken for granted, or else one will regret it, even if it's not for the whole life.

on the eleventh my mom called.

it has been five days since i heard from her

she said she was sick ):

damn worried

i cooked on that day too.

all thanks to feroz haha. not telling you why.

i thought of becoming a change person now.

yes, much much more happier, cheerful, and bubbly.

i shall look forward for more change in my life.

no more dwelling about the past!

MOVE ON, amirah!

i tell myself

have a fun life, enjoy life ((:

so on the twelveth, we celebrate four people birthday.

shaun's, ben's, kenneth's and huiyin's.

was fun (((((((((((((((((((((:

before that i meet up with daryl first. suppose to come at twelve but he reached at 1240

so went to jurong point. got lost. thanks to the neww place

spend a lot today

went to buy a cake first.
daryl picked such a childish cake!

i'll show you the picture

soon!

then went to buy a book

"happiness now" by andrew matthews.

daryl was like 'aren't you happy enough?'

lol damn bastard

then went to eat.

we walk around the whole place and walk in circles,

just to look for delifrance

then i was like "eh don't go down! delifrance is up ahead"

then daryl wanted to kill me with the cake knife!

then went to delifrance. waiting to be seated

damn long lol

then we got a seat. yay!

when we got a seat, my chair got stuck! ccb!

boo!!! somehow not hungry anymore

ordered some egg filling with baguette but not available. so i had tuna.

we told the lady we wanted a set meal

but somehow we didn't get any soup of the day

when daryl asked, she said we ordered ala carte.

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf

so no soup ):

it costs us a whopping $20.05

we shared the amount
paid, & left

daryl went to smoke and we talk about the past

& how sarah cause the rain whenever she sings

then that clown decided to take 30 to vivo. damn long

waited so long for the bus to arrive!

fuck!

at last, the bus reached. all daryl's fault!

we reached at 3.30

then all don't want to celebrate

all want to wait for zasli the sugar-daddy

huiyin and haikal need to leave early.

so we just celebrate

when we're done, he reached.

walk around vivo lol

i'm the only girl

went in motorola shop. lousy phone lol

then went to samsung shop. my dream phone!

innov8 ((:

went to buy nuts for my sister. my chestnut out of stock ):

then went to eat

damn noisy lol

then daryl went to take another chair and sit facing us. like one head gangster lol

went to buy a drink, spill the ice and buy some food

when i'm back, my drink is gone. went to get another one

daryl left after that to meet someone because he's leaving for bali the next day

then went to smoke. i mean them. ben went to shit

play pool. not talking about it.

so embarrassing

then danial my love came

the liar who told me there's a cold storage at pulau ubin

syah left without me.

it's okay, he needs to work

forgot to pay for the game lol

then on saturday went shopping!

with my sister and her friend

it was fun but tiring

i ate alot at ramen ten!

aiya i'm not elaborating it

on sunday went to vivo with siblings

aelfira's birthday!!!!

yay

so happy for her

i'm sorry i can't go to your birthday party

so today i ate alot again

yum yum

wanton noodles, macdonald's, yong tau foo, char kway teow,

& many many more. haha

stupidity, followed by disaster, desperation and finally wisdom. this will change someone in a natural process

never force change upon others because it doesn't help and they won't learn

haha so it has been so long since my siblings and i go out together. was fun actually. really. after a long time ((:

so today went to eat kfc with yanrong, my best cow partner

somehow we're in the same boat

because of him i realise it's important to leave the past behind and move on ((:

won't be posting tomorro. going to jb to eat!

yanrong, looking forward to go cycling with you soon (((:

see you((

i'll be back for more alright.

iloveyou <3

amirah ((:

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12/16/2008 01:12:00 PM

hello (:

it has been so long since i blog. i bet it's gonna be a long entry today.

but first i'mgoing to meet yanrong first to eat (:
damn hungry. lucky he ask haha.
what should i eat?
yum yum. meeting him at five. it's 1637 now.

i shall eat my heart out. hungry man.
it feels as if i've not eaten for months

okay while waiting for time to pass by. i shall post something.
two more days to results.
scared man
so since friday i've been going out. damn tired i tell you.
friday celebrate someone's birthday
saturday go shopping
sunday go walk walk at vivo
today go eat.
tomorrow go jb at night.
thursday accompany my sister to the hospital for therapy and collect my results.
friday not sure yet.
what busy schedule.
lol ((:
i just hope i'll get to go to sec five.
i won't be seeing him again next year )):
SAD!

when i think back, do i deserve this?
sigh.
okay okay more to post when i'm backlater.
if not tomorrow!
((:
see you guys.
iloveyou <3

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12/08/2008 03:17:00 PM

Monday, December 8, 2008

haha today i'm so bored.
so decided to post some stuff from blogthings.com

Your Birthdate: August 19

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

12/08/2008 02:47:00 PM

okay so let's do some survey i came across at dawn's blog. i just finish hanging the clothes. even though it's raining cats and dogs, rabbits and carrots, and etc.

okay nevermind. can't copy and paste. i'll copy and paste from friendster then

anyway, andrew and i are not talking through friendster again. even if we do, he'll reply me back with only one line. sigh

he blocked me in msn, so i didn't expect much. for now. maybe ):

"you change your mind,like a girl change her clothes"

sigh, that's so like andrew ):

i thought we could be best friends since he knew way too much about me, but it's just my imagination.

HAA IN YOUR FACE, AMIRAH!

anyway i'm not so hard up to be friends with him now.

i don't quite him now. maybe one day. who knows?

okay forget about that survey. can't copy and paste ):

sad-ed. anyway it's hari raya haji today, but i've to stay at home all alone.

jeez, should stop complaining

What Your Red Umbrella Says About You

When faced with adversity, you respond aggressively. A part of you enjoys being challenged.
You don't back down easily. You have the confidence and character to lead.

You are outrageously brazen with you ideas, opinions, and statements.
You'll say what you think, and no one will silence you!

On a rainy day: you should continue your plan to rule the world... while everyone stays home and naps

The Umbrella Test

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12/07/2008 09:20:00 PM

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I hung up

The phone tonight

Something happened

For the first time

Deep insideIt was a rush

What a rush'

Cause the possibility

That you would ever

Feel the same way

About me

It's just too much

Just too much

Why do I keep running

From the truth

All I ever think

About is you

You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this can go

Am I crazyOr falling in love

Is it really

Just another crus

hDo you catch a breath

When I look at youAre you holding back

Like the way you do

'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crushAin't goin' awayGoin' away

Has it ever crossedYour mind

When were hangin'Spending time girl

Are we just friends

Is there moreIs there more

See it's a chance

We've gotta take

Cause I believeThat we canMake this intoSomethingThat will lastLast foreverForever

Do you ever thinkWhen you're all alone

All that we can beWhere this thing can go

Am I crazyOr falling in love

Is it really justAnother crush

Do you catch a breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way you do

'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away

But I know this crushAin't goin' awayGoin' away

Why do I keep runningFrom the truth

All I ever thinkAbout is you

You got me hypnotized

So mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever thinkWhen you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this can go

Am I crazyOr falling in loveI

s it really justAnother crush

Do you catch a breath
When I look at youAre you holding backLike the way you do'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk awayBut I know this crushAin't goin' awayGoin' awayGoin' away

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12/07/2008 08:04:00 PM

sigh. what a day. yay yay yay. i've been in contact with my primary school friends. wow feels so great.
sigh heard some news at mecca. i'm so scared now.
sigh khabir, i hope my mom and your parents will be fine
i'm so lazy to blog now. what about another song?

okay okay. what about if were a boy? that song caught my attention. it reminded me of my past.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurt
sWhen you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come
it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand,
ohhhh

How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

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12/05/2008 09:51:00 PM

Friday, December 5, 2008

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense,
but what else can I do,
How can I move on when
I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
I'm not moving... I'm not moving.

People talk about the guyWho's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmmand maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for youI'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved lyrics LyricsMode.com

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12/05/2008 09:41:00 PM

When, I was 7 they said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was ok
They said your more beautiful and that's the way
They show they wish that they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cause

CHORUS
People are all the same
And they only get judged by what they do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then so are you, so are you

There, was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
'Cause I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something better made them feel great

CHORUS

People are all the same
And they only get judged by what they do
Personality reflects name
If I'm ugly then so are you, so are you

People are all the same
We only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
If I'm ugly then so are you, so are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realized how much it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

People are all the same
They only get judged by what they do
Personality reflects name
If I'm ugly then so are you, so are you
'Cause people are all the same(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then(Yeah, you)So are you
So are youPeople are all the same(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects nameAnd if I'm ugly then(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

((:

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12/05/2008 09:13:00 PM

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby
I'm tryingBoy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm luckyI'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

so as you can see i've been posting lyrics of some songs. i realise they have meaningful meanings in them and it affects my daily life. "lucky to have been where i've been."
so that's life for me now.
i'm out of love & am happy with it
I try not to take things too hard, i'll prefer to take it lightly, now (:

i'm lucky to have been in love
lucky to know you
lucky to have you.
i'm happy to be the way i am now.
evry human makes a mistake
to err is nothing big.
nobody is perfect.

no two person is the same,
so it doesn't matter if you're different from the others.
just be yourself, leave your life to the fullest.
don't try to be like the other
don't change yourself for someone.
it's not worth it.
(((:
it's your opinion to take it as what it is.
no two person share the same interst as you too.
LOVE YOURSELF.
that's my advice to you
& everyone out there.

you're pretty from the way you are. no one is ugly.
LOVE YOURSELF, THEN YOU LOVE OTHERS.
that's how you live your life
& be confident in life.

-you're beautiful in every single way, words can bring you down- ((:
smile. you're free to smile and laugh all thr way out.
YAY ((:

see you (:
<3

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12/04/2008 10:12:00 PM

Thursday, December 4, 2008

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMSLike a bitch
I would know
And you over think
Always speak
Cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

CHORUS

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make upYou,
You don't really want to stay,
no*but* You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to beJust like twin
sSo in syncThe same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know thatyou're not gonna change

CHORUS

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

CHORUS

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12/04/2008 08:49:00 PM

hello i'm back people.
i'm watching this don't forget the lyrics. boring
little nyonya now!!!!!!!!!!!
no one's home. i'm bored to death.
i'm like rotting.
i'm super tired

okay i forgot what i wanted to post

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12/04/2008 12:16:00 AM

sigh today my mom went off to perform her pilgrimage(haji). SAD SAD SAD!!!! why must it be so sad? my mom cries, my sister cries. so do i. everyone cry ): never once my mom leave us alone for long.
now i've to eat alone, talk alone, watch tv alone, listen to radio alone, go out alone and everything.
sigh.
MOM, I MISS YOU ))):
COME BACK SOON )):
all i do now is cry cry cry ):
now i'm waiting for it to be three o'clock. i'm waiting for my mom's call.
now all i can do is disturb my friends.
sigh ):
shall stop here. i miss my mom!!!

28 more days
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