TELE-SAUR-TISE! ((((:

1/23/2010 05:21:00 PM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

hello, i'm back (:
i'm typing this blog with a heavy heart
i got my heart broken so many times, i start keeping track
it's so confusing, complicated, tiring, boring and etc.
so tiring to wait for you to talk to me :/

the thought of going to work next week makes me feel so sick in the stomach.
how i wish i've never met you or talked to you.
oh well, i didn't talk to you first, you did.
we smile :D
okay, enough about you here.

motivator is back ((((:
he's still the same towards me, always nice, smiling and waving to me (((:
we, both, must be shocked that we'll meet again.
somehow i think that it's really a waste not to go to you and greet you when i saw you at zara last week. you were too fast for me. wasted :/
at least now i see you everyday. we'll talk more, really! (:

you reminded me of events that happened last year (:
now,you know (: i want to see you everyday,every minute (:
your smile melts my heart :DDDDD
now i'm going on and on talking about you.
should stop and save it for my own safekeeping (: <3

alright, back to you.
i just hate talking about you because you're a heartbreaker.
i don't know if you know i'm talking about you
& i don't even know if you ever come to my blog.
love is an illusion-that's what i saw on your profile.
love ain't an illusion :/ if it happens, it just happened.
how would you know if love is an illusion when the feelings just come naturally without you even realising it, like me.
after that day, i think i'm blind; just as blind as you.
i don't see the thrill in making others feel so confused and mind in a whirl and a heart full of questions. if you think it is, then it's your problem!
why do i sound so angry? it's not as if we're related in any way. we're merely, colleagues. alright, of you say it. i don't even think we're friends. even if you think we are, i wouldn't want a friend like you who keep his friend in confusions and full of questions, unanswered.

i just want to be far away from you, lest i get hurt.
having this kind of feeling sucks. it just won't get me anywhere. not here, not there. stuck.
i hope you get struck by lightning for doing this to me (:

i really love you
i really miss you.
i will see you soon (:
i just can't wait to see and meet you.

now i feel as if i'm procrastinating.
first, i want. next, i do not want.

I LOVE YOU!!! (:
<3
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