Bloody sick ): I'm at home, yes. I haven't been going to school since 120310. Only went last Wednesday and Friday for oral and mock exams. Sigh ):
I'm not surprised, not everything lasts. I got my heart broken so many times that I stopped keeping track. Sigh. Stupid &@"&$"]#^+]=^<. why did she, the ex, come back in his life? ): how sad can I be? I'm like the third party now. Bloody hell. My fault? It's over? Forget it. Dang! Fuck


I caught you by my mouth :*

When I went to my blog, I realised there are so many spelling errors. Damn thumb. I got rather angry with you yesterday, doyouevenknow? Alright, I don't mean it. I'm sorry. Please don't throw your phone, monitor, keyboard and especially yourself into the sea. My, I just want a reply. That's all. At least I know you're there. I feel so vexed when I didn't hear from you. I you're working, then that's a different case. I'm sorry ): imissyou (: IMUSTBECRAZY to say that to you ): big mistake.
Now I'm just too tired and sick to bother about you. It won't be as complicated as it seems, if you tell me the truth. All day I SIGH and sigh and sigh. What is the world coming to. I must be blind. You're blind, I'm blind- that makes us (: you and me; we'll make it good <3 why can't you just get it in your thick skull that I erm love you. Feel the same way, not. I live my friends just as much (: going out with them is so fun (: after one week break, today o's my first day in school. Then Friday and Saturday. Awesome (: work on Friday Saturday Sunday. Aww ):

Iloveyou (:
Imissyou <3




I caught you by my mouth :*

I want want want this Birkenstock. I have the one strap then two straps and i want this three straps! & I want another vans!

Alright, enough already. It had been so long since I blog. So far, so good, I guess. School and work totals up to hectic schedule. No time for this or that. Probably, I would want to learn more Chinese, minus the writing.

Let me tell you about school, it has been good so far (: going out, studying with estee at esplanade library and so on. Last week, Terence, Hairil and I had a bet. No cursing for a week. Terence contributes the most. Oh well, it's over now. It's funny how we will go like- haha ten cents for that.

Then work, it's really -.- I tell you. Last Friday, sales was very bad for me. You know why? Because I've swollen red eyes and no one wants to approach me. I can hardly open my eyes because of that and i keep sniffing due to coldness. When I first walked in the store room, rock was like, what happen? Are you sick? I told him about my left eye and he assumed that I looked at too many guys while on the way to work :/ hahaha. It got bad when I start work. I'm in no mood to talk to anyone when I don't feel well. Then slowly it got to my head. I fell so sick and feverish and nausea. I sweat it was a bad one. Then ***** talked to me. I'm sorry ): your words just didn't register to my brain. He asked what happen. I don't know why I said sore eyes. Bloody hell, I can't really open my left eye then he sort of teased me. Making his eyes the same as mine. Not funny la! This auntie said I look as if I'm high from something hahahah. Fact is, I'm groggy when I'm sick and absent-minded when I'm sick hahaha. Sometimes I don't know what I'm saying or doing. Right :/ then break time. I wanted my sleep so badly. All the noises and people asking me this and that kept me awake. Then someone asked about my left eye. Luckily she helped me. She asked help from someone who work at the optician upstairs. Yes, at last! Cleansed it with saline. A long thread was found. Damn long. Like someone's hair! Then went back to the shop, thank the lady who worked at the optician upstairs. Then of to pantry. Supposingly, i was to get a new pair of lenses but because of my astig, i dodnt get. Still, I'm thankful. Thank god! Nap for ten minutes or less than back to work! I looked damn tired after all that pain. People helped me out at work (: thank you. Asked why I'm bored and if I'm okay. Wasn't bored. Just sick. When I didn't reply and sniff, thought I was crying :/ Okay then the burning sensation, redness and swell subside hour after hour. It hot better (: thank you! Sorry if I hibernate again. Hahahaha


I caught you by my mouth :*