Hello (: sorry I know I've promised to post on Friday but I'm too tired. Do you want ne to continue? Next post okay? Friday and Sunday has been fine. Saturday equals to shit. Got chased out of mr chan class. He just ask the whole class to go. Go where? Go home. Because only three of them brought the practical book. Okay my morning has been wasted just like that. Friday already slept at one then Saturday give me this shit. Ah nevermind. Then afternoon my workplace called to ask if I'm coming for work or not. I already told the lady i can't wok on that day. Sheesh. What the hell. Sunday was fine. Mid shift and he's in full shift. Didn't go for break. Went to sleep straight. Oh my god then he came in the pantry. He already produce to the noise pollution. Then after that disturb me. Tsk. Geez. There goes my forty-five minutes of sleep. Only left with fifteen minutes. It's funny to see him sleep hahahahaha. Then estee and Kathy came back. Just nice after my break. Woohoo! So nice to see them. Kathy with short hair hehe. Damn tired still even after break. Thanks to ehem ehem. Nevermind I'll be back for revenge. So many things happen for the past three days. Sort of good (: yeah no work till next month! Rejoice! Must make good use if my one month exam leave. Alright (: having math test now bye bye.
Iloveyou (:
I'llmissyoulikecrazy (:

Love, amirah (:
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A TRIBUTE TO MY LATE DAD, HAMZAH BIN MAWI.

Three years ago, at this time, this moment, I was in the hospital. In the waiting room after doctor told us that my dad passed away. Relatives, close friends, everyone came down to pay their last respect to my dad. Who would have thought? When people tol me how great a guy he is, I cried even louder. Who doesn't know? Only I was blind to see that. Relationship with dad was good till I reach my teenage time. Fun fairs, rollercoaster ride, a ride on a motocycle atound the carpark, ice-cream treats, and everything else. Those times ): how I miss those time. At this time three years ago, I was busy crying my heart out and roaming around the hospital at night, alone, aimlessly. What should I do now that my dad is gone? Forever. While roaming around, I also knew that I only have thirty- five minutes left before my dad is brought to the 'human-fridge'; mortuary. Fast right? Can't even see him any longer. I dint even stay in the holding room. Why? Why didn't I even stay and look at him for a little longer for the last time? Is it because I can't stand him? No. Because I've no more tears left for him. I love you dad. I went home looking at the bed, the food he brought home from work, the newspaper left open on the table and the cup. I imagined him sitting at his private spot laughing and talking with us. His smile, his look. All lingers around me. Everything just come and go. Like the wind.
To be continued,.
I'll post about what happen on the sixteenth three years ago tomorrow. Please do come back.





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What took you so long? It has been so long since I blog. It has been so long since he last left. Coming back soon (:
I feel like an idiot. Waiting for don't know what.
Two more days. My dad's third year. Really fast. I can't go on anymore. See you ):



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