I WANT THOSE SHOES (:

Let me talk to you about Sunday. It's a great day (: people at work and stuff. It was a laughter day. People have problem with the way I laugh :/ laugh like thy also people say not sincere hahaha. One auntie say cute lol.
After work, went home alone ): but saw someone at the platform. So I went home with M. It was great (: I wouldn't say he's my partner because we are not. Friends, no- more than that. I don't know. I really don't know. I've been thinking and trying hard to find a conclusion to this. The only way is to ask. But why me!? How can I possibly ask? I haven't find the courage to ask yet ): time is running out. Only one more month left. After thy, I won't be seeing M for six months ): what is going to happen in that six months? I'm not sure either. Why? I'm truly concerned about what will happen during that six months. It's a long period. God knows what will happen. I can't say I'm depressed because in perfectly normal. Just this thing is like a heavy rock inside me. It's great the other day. Was the first and I hope it's not the last. First time publicly. But what is he implying? Does he feel the same way as I do? Does our heart beat the same? I don't know. I only have the answer for myself. The rest is for him to tell me. Only he knows. We know right? But sigh ): who would understand how I feel right now? Ask or not to ask? ))):

Iloveyou (:
Imissyou <3


I caught you by my mouth :*