Happy mother's day to all the mothers in the world. You only have ONE important lady in your whole life. The one who carries you around in her womb for nine months and deliver you to this world no matter how painful it is.

To my mom,
You are a mother and a father to me. I don't have to judge how great or bad you are. In my eyes, you are amazing. You're a tough and brave lady. You braced yourself to live everyday for us. Put up a strong front when we all know your heart inside is broken into million pieces after my dad left. But, you're too proud to show it all. You pretends you're okay, when you're not. I've seen and heard you cry on numerous occasion. Broke my heart even if I pretend nothing happened. You thought you had lost your listening ears. She forgot she has us. We are ready to hear them. We are ready to listen to her whine. Pour it all out. Stress? Yes, You're ultimately stress. We just can't hate you after all you had done. I listened to you whine to me at times. I can't say anything. Not because I'm saving anyone's ass, but I just don't know what to say to make her feel good. You might think I'm ignoring you. Fact is, I've listened too much that my heart really aches. I worry for you. For myself. Can't afford to lose another one at this point of time when I needed you most. Always, you will say- what if one day I'm not around. WHAT IF this and that. Sigh. My mouth went really heavy when she say all that. What did you expect me to answer back?
I love you mom. I don't know how to say it or express it well. But you know, I've given you all my love. Though it's not enough. All the heart aches and pain in your chest, the tears you've dropped and the wrinkles that was made more obvious to everyone, I'm deeply and truly sorry. I apologize. I tried to be there for you all the time. & still trying. I know it's not enough. Try to be the best in your eye. I love you. From the deepest corner of my heart. Appreciating you more. Loving you more.


Yours sincerely,
your daughter

"A mother understands what a child does not say."