so, tell me, would you stay awhile? (:

Facebook back then. Did this when I was in primary school (:


meow ^.^

On the other side of a street I knewStood a girl that looked like youI guess thats deja vuBut I thought this can't be trueCause you moved to west L.A or New York or Santa FeOr where ever to get away from meOh but that one nightWas more than just rightI didn't leave you cause I was all throughOh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hellBecause I really fell for you
Oh I swear to youI'll be there for youThis is not a drive byJust a shy guy looking for a two plyHefty bag to hold my loveWhen you move me everything is groovyThey don't like it sue meeither way you do meOh I swear to youI'll be there for youThis is not a drive by
On the upside of a downward spiralMy love for you went viralAnd I loved you every mile you drove awayBut now here you are againSo let's skip the "how you been"Andget down to the "more than friends" at lastOh but that one nightIs still the highlightI didn't need you until I came toand I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hellBecause I really fell for you
Oh I swear to youI'll be there for youThis is not a drive byJust a shy guy looking for a two plyHefty bag to hold my loveWhen you move me everything is groovyThey don't like it sue meeither way you do meOh I swear to youI'll be there for youThis is not a drive by
Please believe that when I leaveThere's nothing up my sleeve but love for youAnd a little time to get my head together tooOn the other side of a street I knewStood a girl that looked like youI guess thats deja vuBut I thought this can't be trueCause
Oh I swear to youI'll be there for youThis is not a drive byJust a shy guy looking for a two plyHefty bag to hold my loveWhen you move me everything is groovyThey don't like it sue meeither way you do meOh I swear to youI'll be there for youThis is not a drive by

Anyway, not that I don't want to pick up my dad's call. I was having common test. & my teacher, Goh soon his is such a bitch for not allowing me pick up my dad's call. I came back to school blaming him for not letting me pick up the phone call. "thanks for not letting me pick up the call. My dad passed away." I hope that killed you a little. Because it killed me entirely.

Less than one more month to your fifth year. Hope you're fine there. We miss and love you. Always in our thoughts and prayers. <3 you dad.
Read this couple of times, didn't fail to make me tear. Because why? Because I know you're the best dad I can ever have and asked for. No one can ever replace you. Not now, not forever. Never. 😢 I hate this kind of feeling. I try not to think too much about you. But when I do, tears well up in my eyes, roll down my cheeks.
I'm sorry I haven't been a good daughter to you. I'm sorry because only now I've changed. I'm sorry you didn't get to see me change. I'm also sorry because only now I regret not spending more time with you when You were around. Only when I was younger that we were closed. That's because you were busy with work. & I'm busy with school and my nonsense. I'm sorry dad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the things I did. I should have appreciate you more before than now. A bit too late huh? I wish you're still around to see me change, see me grow; as an adult.
No words can explain how much I regret not picking up your call when you called, coming home late on that day. Seeing you for the last time the last few minutes. I miss you so much 😞
I don't know why but it's still haunting me. Now, I never ignore phone calls. I always call back if I receive missed calls. Because I don't want the same thing to happen twice and made me regret. Killing me inside. Maybe it's one way to make me remember you huh? ):

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